Saturday, April 16, 2011

a nice and beautiful day

assalamualaikum everyone.
today i had a nice day and though tiring, i like it.

it started out with fajr prayer and sending off my lil bro to school.
yeah.
since ive started staying at home, ive been the driver, every morning sending him to school.

coming back from sending him, bought roti for breakfast and lay down on my bed reading this good book, titled "Dilema Melayu-Islam, Kurang fikir atau kurang zikir" by Pahrol Mohamad Juoi.
though i havent finish reading it but i read some of it and i think it is a good book..
it talks about many things, real things that relates to life in my country.

and suddenly i fell asleep. aint that funny.

i woke up before 12. and syafiq came into my room. because he's been coming here every day since this week because he has work to do with amir.

we took our lunch together with amir at tanjung restaurant just a couple of minutes from our lot, and headed to Jumaah prayer after that.

then, we went to check on the van. it wasnt ready yet till before 7. and then amir sent me back because i have to go and meet a customer of mine which we have postponed on meeting for a week.

i thought he was chinese..but actually a white guy. thats my first time doing business with a white guy. gave me the money and gave him the product and that was it. it was in pj. then it rained heavily and im stuck under the tunnel nearly for an hour.

made acquaintance with the motorcycle behind me. got to know he is a cop. related to me stories of when he was in training under the Service.. i thought that it was great. though people to be disciplined and strong in the head. also, not many are lucky to undergo such experience..
i wish i could go through one one day.

when the rain was pouring less, i ride off. arrived home. put my stuffs and out again with fatima to take the van.

got back home. went out again, met supplier.deal what there is to deal, then head to sec 7 to meet one customer. trade. went back home.

ate dinner. pray maghrib. out again to tamansari. got it(furniture) in the van and head to damansara damai. all went well. back at home again.

oh yeah, amir got himself a nice bb bold.

arrived home. went up to my room. went downstairs and heard that 2 tyres of amir's father's car got punctured by something that dropped from a contena. nothing to wait for, he took our ride to their location in klang.

amir changed the tyres and waited for the driver to come again because he promised to pay amir's dad 160 for what happened. he eventually paid 200. he was, for me, a responsible person. he could just get away with it when he heard the sound. but he stopped and took a look. i respect that.

we went for late dinner and headed back home afterwards. arrived home nearly 2 am.

sweet dreams everyone.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Hujan yang comel...

Assalamualaikum everyone..

hari ni aku n famili ak pergi bercuti ke Port Dickson!



sume orang ikut kecuali adik ak coz husband dia kerja..so takkan dia nak ikut n tinggalkan suami dia kan...tak berhati perut lak.. kesian atim tak dapat ikut.. takpe, kitorang selalu ingat atim kat cni nanti.. hehe...

so kitorang bertolak dalam pukul 10 camtu... ikut jalan pergi putrajaya.. then masuk sepang.. tengok rumah kitorang yang nak dekat siap dah..

untuk makluman, dalam bulan 7 atau 8 insyaAllah kitorang akan berpindah ke Enstek.



so selamat tinggal Bukit Jelutong.



from what we can see, the house is near completion and we can't wait to move in to a new place and new environment. despite that, we will miss bukit Jelutong and Shah Alam. dari kecik ak membesar kat Shah Alam. so memang banyak kenangan la ada kat sana.. takpe, tu nanti boleh cerita lain..

lepas tengok rumah kitorang pun teruskan perjalanan ke PD. dalam perjalanan, ipar ak syafiq berborak je dengan ayah ak n ak pulak baca buku Dan Brown The Lost Symbol..


korang pernah baca?

time ak baca tu terlintas satu perkara yang sangat mengejutkan ak..
Katherine, seorang ahli saintis hebat dalam buku ni menjalankan satu eksperimen tentang roh manusia.. biasa la kan mat saleh ni diorang bukan percaya sgt kewujudan roh.. apa yang diorang tau, kalau tak dapat dibuktikan dengan cara santifik so diorang akan tolak sebab kata takde asas.. jadi Katherine ni tau apa dia buat? dia merekacipta sebuah alat penimbang yang berskala supermikro sampai boleh menimbangdan mencatat perubahan yg sgt kecil. and Katherine menjemput abg dia, Peter Solomon, seorang yg sgt kaya, berilmu dan berpengaruh untuk menyaksikan eksperimen yg bakal dijalankan.. at the same time, Katherine ada seorang kenalan yang dah nazak n kawan dia ni kata dia sanggup jadikan badan dia sebagai bahan ujikaji.. so nak jadi cite kawan dia yg nazak ni diletakkan atas alat penimbang hebat ni. alat ni ada lid tutup atasnya supaya bila lid tu tutup takde sebarang benda pun dapat kuar atau masuk...so eksperimennya begini.

orang tu dimasukkan ke dalam alat penimbang di saat dia nyawa2 ikan..Katherine and Peter are observing..the lid sealed him from the outside world..
51.4534644 kg is berat lelaki tu. dan tibalah saat hembusan terakhirnya... nothing changed.. after a moment, what happened was the numbers on the scale had decreased suddenly... the man had become lighter after his death.
the wight change was miniscule, but it was measureable. and the implications wereutterly mind boggling.. u got what i meant here? i leave it up to u to think and ponder..

persoalan yang timbul, adakah roh kita punyai mass/jisim?

Bila da sampai kat PD, mak ayah ak sempat lagi pergi tengok site2 lama diorang memancing dulu masa muda2.. hebat2.. ak tak tengok sangat pun coz masa tu mood tgh ngantuk. tapi dengar la diorang borak apa..

so the journey continues. we went to have our lunch and then straight to our not booked yet hotel.. haha.. leh tak nak bercuti tapi tak book bilik lagi..? tapi alhamdulillah ada bilik kosong... kitorang menetap dekat Residence Desa Lagoon Resort. Resort yang ak pernah menginap dekat 7 8 kali dari ak kecik lagi. mula2 skali yang ak ingat kitorang penah datang sini masa tempat keje lama ayah ak buat family day kat sini.. time tu ak kecik lagi tapi ingat la jugak.

kitorang check in around 3 sebab diorang nak kemas rumah tu dulu.. so sambil tu kitorang tour la cket kota PD yang tengah hujan ni.. dari kat Shah Alam sampai ke cni and sampai skang tengah tulis entri ni ujan tak benti2 lagi.. adeehhh...lama gak ujan kan ari ni.. tapi ayah ak kata dan ak blaja, tak baik n tak elok membenci atau ada rasa tak suka bila hujan turun sebab yg turunkan hujan tu ialah Allah.. so kalau kita benci hujan menunjukkan kita benci juga yang menurunkan hujan tu..so next time hujan tu turun bersyukur je la..hujan tu kan rahmat...

so up till now ak tengah tunggu ujan benti supaya sat lagi boleh mandi pantai!! :)

tadi pun dok tengok tv je...

so until we meet again.. nak sambung baca buku n solat :)

korang pun jangan tak solat ;p

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Today 26012011 Rabu

assalamualaikum everyone.
i think this is the first time im writing this blog in the year of 2011.
i havent been updating any since the last time last year.
never had the mood and never even thought about updating.

well,at least you start and things will slowly run smoothly.

im now at home in Bukit Jelutong.

i think writing a blog is a good thing for many reasons.
one of them is this, u get to read them back later and u get to know what kinda person u were in the past, the experiences u went thru and what u did.

right?

its like a memory bank..
you cant remember every day of your life, so a blog is where u diary them.
so a blog is merely like a diary. not 100% but u can keep ur memory fresh here..if u write in details that is..

anyway, lets talk about what happened today, about my day today.

Alhamdulillah first and foremost all thanks to Allah the Almighty who still gives me strength and the opportunity to breath his air to live.. without His Mercy and Love life would be meaningless and dull.

i woke up around 7 am i dont know why but i managed to pray Fajr, the first prayer of a Muslim in the beginning of the day. yesterday i didnt sleep that late, around 12 bcoz usually i sleep later than that.

after prayer, i went back on my bed waiting for my brother to get prepared for school as i am the one who is gonna drive him to school everyday. thats what brothers are for.. hahahah..

actually i didnt have the time to finish this entry because i remembered i got something to do but i didnt know what it was..hahahah.. so i guess it ends here and i gotta do a new entry for today's activities ;p

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Ramadhan Kareem!

Apapun yang terjadi pada alam ini
Dari yang paling kecil sampai yang paling besar
Insya Allah ada hikmahnya
Sesuai dengan firmanNya
" Ya Tuhan kami tidak ada yang Kau ciptakan dengan sia-sia "

Dari kuman yang tidak kelihatan oleh manusia
Sampai milyaran galaxy yang maha luas
Semua mempunyai fungsi masing-masing

Begitu pula dengan peristiwa manusia
Dari penderitaan yang amat memilukan
Sampai kesenangan yang melenakan
Semua ada hikmahnya

Terkadang manusia lupa bila diuji dengan penderitaan
Hingga ingkar pada Allah karena penderitaan yang dideritanya
Padahal di balik penderitaan ada hikmahnya juga
Berupa jiwa yang semakin kuat, tabah, dan tak tergoyahkan

Maka jangan lekas membuang yang pahit
Siapa tahu itu adalah ubat bagimu
Jangan lekas mengatakan Allah tidak adil!
Siapa tahu Allah di lain waktu memberikan nikmatNya

Jangan lekas mengeluh bila tak mendapatkan sesuatu yang diinginkan
Siapa tahu Allah akan memberikan sebagai pengganti yang terbaik
Dan jangan lekas memisahkan sesuatu yang kamu benci dan kau anggap hina
Siapa tahu apa yang kamu benci dan kamu anggap hina
Justru dicintai Allah!
Dan jangan segera meminum yang manis
Siapa tahu itu adalah racun bagimu.

Siapa yang menyangka
Jika sampah yang dibuang-buang manusia
Justeru bisa dijadikan kompos dan energi elektrik

Siapa yang menduga
Rambut jagung yang dibuang
Saat makan jagung rebus atau jagung bakar
Di Russia bisa dijadikan jamu, ubat untuk kesehatan.

Siapa yang mengira
Gerak rumput atau lalang yang bergoyang
Adalah prototaip gerakan pesawat terbang

Siapa menyangka
Nyamuk yang kecil itu
Membuat kaya raya para pengusaha obat anti nyamuk

Siapa yang protes terhadap keringat
Mungkin lupa
Keringat yang dianggap menganggu
Telah melahirkan ribuan jenis minyak wangi sejak berabad-abad
Dan telah melahirkan ribuan perusahaan dengan berbagai model
Membuka lapangan kerja dan melahirkan foto model iklan

Siapa yang membenci virus
Ternyata virus yang tak kelihatan itu
Telah melahirkan para peneliti dan para ilmuwan
Betapa banyak doktor tercipta karena virus

Apa lagi?
Coba lihat air mata saat kau menangis
Itu adalah alat pembersih alamiah dan mengurangi beban psikologi
Terasa sangat lega dan beban yang terpikul terasa ringan
Jangan meremehkan air mata!
Ribuan judul puisi bisa lahir karena tangisan
Ribuan judul drama, sandiwara, film dan sinetron tercipta karena air mata
Ribuan judul novel tercipta berkat air mata

Dan jangan lupa ...... !
Air mata wanita adalah senjata yang sangat tajam
yang dapat meruntuhkan kerajaan dan singgahsana para emperator!
Siapa yang tahan melihat air mata wanita ?
Maka menangislah kamu selagi bisa menangis
Tak ada larangan untuk menangis
Bahkan tangisan para auliya
Di keheningan malam, saat tahajjud dan sujud
Adalah kunci pembuka pintu syurga!

Apa lagi?
Lihat kulitmu yang tipis dan halus mulus
Tebalnya hanya sepersekian mili yang membungkus daging
Siapa yang mengira
Kulit yang dianggap biasa adalah jaket yang paripurna bagi daging
Tergores sedikit saja, maka kuman segera datang menyerang daging
Terjadilah pembusukan dan borok
Di akhirat kulit pun akan menjadi saksi
Dan dimintai pertanggungjawaban

Bila merasa diri tidak cantik sehingga kurang bersyukur
Datanglah ke rumah sakit
Kau akan menemukan berbagai jenis penyakit yang bisa juga menyerangmu
Maka nikmat Tuhan yang mana lagi yang kau dustakan?

Tak ada yang sia-sia apapun yang diciptakanNya
Bila ada sesuatu ciptaanNya yang kelihatannya tak berguna
Itu bukan berarti sia-sia!
Hanya manusia belum menelitinya atau tidak tahu fungsinya
Yakinlah ada hikmah di balik penciptaanNya
Dan jika mau ditulis hikmah setiap ciptaanNya
Niscaya manusia tak mampu melakukannya
Karena tak terhingga banyaknya!



Maka bahagialah orang yang pandai mengambil hikmah atau pelajaran dari setiap kejadian, baik yang langsung menimpa dirinya atau yang menimpa orang lain.

Bahagialah orang selalu melewati hari-harinya dengan membawa dan menggunakan " Kaca mata hikmah ", karena dengan kaca mata hikmah ini, dia dapat melihat seluas- luasnya dari setiap kejadian apapun, dengan kaca mata hikmah, seakan dia melihat sesuatu dari segala sisi, dari segala arah, dari segala sudut, dari multi dimensi, hingga dia dapat menghadapi hidup penuh kebahagiaan dan ketenteraman jiwa.

Orang yang selalu memandang kejadian dengan " kaca mata hikmah " akan mendapat bimbingan dan hidayah Tuhan yang sangat besar, orang seperti ini akan selalu berpikir positif melihat suatu kejadian, hingga yang dalam dirinya penuh dengan hikmah dan kebajikan, yang ada dalam dirinya, baik, baik dan selalu kebaikan. Hatinya begitu lapang, kelapangan dadanya meluas, terkadang tak terjangkau oleh manusia kebanyakan.

Mari kita kembali ke bulan Ramadhan, mari kita sambut bulan Ramadhan yang penuh hikmah ini dengan mengambil hikmahnya, mengambil intisarinya iaitu taqwa, dengan ketaqwaan orang pandai mengambil hikmah dalam setiap kejadian.

Yang puasa di Malaysia atau di sekitar khatulistiwa bersyukur, puasanya tetap dari tahun ke tahun, sekitar 12 jam! Dan yang puasa di belahan bumi utara, termasuk yang puasa di Moscow walau tetap dibalut kabut asap, juga wajib bersyukur, karena puasanya akan memakan waktu sekitar 17 jam! Berarti gembelingan madrasah Ramadhan lebih berat, namun tetap membawa hikmah.

Apa hikmahnya? Paling tidak jiwa semakin kuat dan semakin tahan terhadap penderitaan akibat iklim yang serba ekstrem dan kabut asap! Yakinlah kabut asap akan berlalu, masih ada matahari di balik kabut! Masih ada kemudahan dibalik kesusahan!

Sekian, selamat menjalankan ibadah Ramadhan 1431 H, semoga amal ibadah kita semua diterima olehNya. Amin.

Monday, June 21, 2010

assalamualaikum semua

alhamdulillah baru pulang dari berjogging di petang hari ni.
walaupun keluar lambat tapi balik pun taklah lewat sangat
7 to 730 pm
yang penting berpeluh dengan banyak dan badan kekal sihat
lagi satu tujuannya nak kuruskan badan.
hehe
belakangan ni berat semakin naik
so agak risau la.
tu yang nak rajinkan diri turun berlari
kalau tak semakin besar la badan ni.
malam ni pulak ada kelas tuisyen di rumah pelajar di kota damansara.
biasalah, mengembangkan ilmu.(konon ;p)

sekarang ni dah cuti semester..
awal bulan 7 baru sambung semula belajar.
rasa dah tau kan sy blaja kat mane...
tgk la post2 yg sebelum ni kalau nak tau..
ok la friends,sy pegi mandi dulu ya..
yg belum mandi tu silalah mandi k.tapi sorang2 la..
n jgan lupa solat maghrib. :)
take care everyone...

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Word of the Day.

Allah's Mercy over His Wrath

When Allah decreed the Creation He pledged Himself by writing in His book which is laid down with Him:

"My mercy prevails over my wrath."

It was related by Muslim (also by al-Bukhari, an-Nasa'i and Ibn Majah).

My Day Today :) 18 03 2010

Assalamualaikum friends.



How are you out there?



I’m feeling good here listening to We Made You (R&B Mix)Eminem feat Jessica Simpson. The sound is just banging into my ears. Wearing this earphone and setting it to nearly the highest volume. I just enjoy it.



Its 219 am in the morning and I don’t feel sleepy yet. So I just came with an idea to put an entry into my blog while enjoying the song.



Let’s talk about what I did today yeah..



I think I have a sleeping disorder because lately I have been sleeping for too much. Its like I woke up and then I move my body to the other side of my bed and then back to sleep again. When it’s too cold, I switch off my small fan on the end of my bed and continue sleeping.. then, when I wake up again still feeling cold I switch off my ceiling fan and continue sleeping. What a habit. I only wake like in the midday. I know it’s shameful but yeah, it’s me and I feel like sharing it today. I was waken up today with a phone call from my friend telling me about the baths(research paper-Arabic) that we have to submit today during Ulum Quran class. Actually, he called and messaged me yesterday but I didn’t manage to reply and answer due to some unavoidable situations. Hahaha.



So yeah, I answered and we made a ‘date’ at the library at 2 o’clock. I came early because I have to do some reading for my Ulum Hadis class at 330. I have a presentation to make, about the holy companion, Umar al-Khattab.



Well, we met. The thing is we are supposed to finish the work during the weekend but then biasalah both of us kept quiet and then when the deadline is just around the corner, both started to menggelabah to finish the work. He did the work on translating the text from English to Arabic, which he managed to do by asking his friend to do it for him…no problem bout that. But tak aci la.. Actually the research paper was about identifying syubhat ( can’t find the right translation rite now in English) towards al-Quran. Basically, it’s about what people said or claim wrongly about the Quran and we have to come up with the radd( the reply/rebuttal) to their claims. So that’s my job and it’s really the better part of the assignment because I get the gist of the research by knowing the reply to their claims.



For me writing* in Arabic language is a bit difficult (read *typing) because I don’t do it often. So we planned to look for the answers from the net so that we can just copy and then paste the answers. You see, being a student you have to know the sources too. Haha.. Though my level is still at the bottom.. Anyway, I searched and searched through the net while he was reading and doing revision for the class today at 500. We have our third midterm(third!!!) today.. What a great lecturer! I like him. We’ll talk about later ya..

So I went back to the original English text and kept on reading until I found a line that looks like an answer to this claim.. And it is actually. And I scold him because it was just there and I had to look all over the net.. nasib baik. And then we translated the text to Arabic and put it in the right place and print it...done one work…I myself started reading and memorizing some points before going to my 330 class..



In class, which was our last class for the blissful semester, there was no lecture but just presentations. I dreaded this day somehow a bit because I don’t fancy presenting but yeah, I still have to do it. So the first one to present was a girl/lady/? (remaja perempuan apa in English, lupa la..asyik dalam bahasa Arab dah lupa bahasa inggeris.haha). Since she’s an Arab, she spoke so fast that at the end of her presentation aka taqdim aka ta’ridh the lecturer asked us “ do u guys understand?” and the girls answered “no”. and he said “ cakap sikit sikit” where in fact he’s an Arab too and it was so funny that the class laughed. Hahaha..



Students keep on going up to the front and then I volunteered to go upfront. Presented casually and had some questions from al-Ustaz Saadeldin, answered and didn’t even manage to finish the presentation he said thank you. Haha.. That’s what happens when you have 10 and more people to present in one day. Students are just too shy or maybe lazy to present in the early or middle days of lecturing.. Anyhow, I managed to present so I’m done there.



Currently listening to Jay Sean Down…



Azan was in the air.. finished class at 450 pm. Went down to the Mosque. U know, UIA has a very beautiful mosque. It’s very comfortable and very not like typical mosques out there. I am very grateful to be studying here somehow if I think back of my enrolment here in this great place. Their Muezzins, such nice and sweet but deep voice, calling people to prayers... I'm just briefly talking about it yeah since its Asar time so wanna share this too. Hehe. Their weekly khutbahs, if u don’t know is delivered in multi languages. Not in one language only.. Let’s say, the first sermon is in English, the second one may be in Arabic, or Malay, or Arabic still. It changes. There was this once when there was a delegation from China and one of them was appointed as the Khatib and he delivered the khutbah in Mandarin! Wow! Though I don’t understand it but I respect them. Then the second khutbah he spoke in Arabic. That I do understand.



Prayed Asar and stopped by at the IRK Computer Lab to check out something. Saw a friend, have a lil chat and continued to class. Came a bit late and directly started answering my exam questions. Wasn’t that difficult because I read some points earlier. My habit is I don’t like studying for exams. I like more reading for knowledge and leisure time but not for answering the exam questions. It just doesn’t feel right. But then again, its university ma… what can do…haha…



Finished the exam 5 to 10 minutes earlier from my friend and went to the lab again. Went online for a while till the lab closes and back at room.



Well, that’s about it for now. My nightlife is so much different from what it is in the day light. Haha..what is that Ismat? Nothing.. come see it for yourself.